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chaotictendenci @ 2005-07-08T17:23:00

2005-07-08T22:24:06Z

T	Tender
R	Realistic
E	Energetic
V	Valiant
O	Organic
R	Relaxing

Name Acronym Generator
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yo

2005-05-17T03:47:03Z

hey pplz. damn its been a while since i updatin this thing. well things arent goin to good right now. i got a speedin ticket for doin 86 in a 55 the other day. it was crazi. i got a haircut today, i got a mohawk with red streaks, i like it, i think its kewl. schools almost up. sweet. im gettin my senior ring in a week. an hopefully im gettin that ticket fixed. so maybe things arent to bad right now lol. well im out, cya pplz

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2005-04-16T17:36:30Z

I'm Tearing myself apart
From the things that make me hurt...

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2005-03-15T00:45:48Z

why did i have to let myself fall. why do i have to feel this way right now. this is killing me. i damn near killed myself today when i was pole vaulting just thinkin about it. i watched the little mermaid an it reminded me of her. i dunno what to do. i juuss got back from tannin an i smell like butterscotch, this cant be good, im out, cya

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2005-03-05T06:38:49Z

today was kewl. went to skool. got home went tlk to my mom an ride my dirtbike a little. then i got to go to my beautiful g/fs house. i let her drive my car back from someones house, i dont think i was ever that scared before lol. now im bak home an i needa wake up early tomorrow mornin cuz we goin ridin at our huntin lease, them im probably goin to brocklees to chill with rico. well im out cya pplz

hey

2005-03-02T04:46:23Z

sweet, i can upload pix now, here are some

just took that

my beautiful stereo

my beautiful basss\

my puppie belle amie

thats it, got bored, cya

chaotictendenci @ 2005-02-28T23:19:00

2005-03-01T05:20:31Z

In your eyes, people see shards of ice
everywhere... You are cold and distant, pushing
away people that love you and truely care for
you! You want to be able to reach out and love
them but... You can't for some reason... You're
just too.... You :P Underneath that cold
exterior lies a warm, happy soul that wants to
let loose and have fun! Your sanctuary would
probably be anywhere up high where you can look
down on life below you, like the roof of an
apartment building... Your eyes resemble a
saddened, crestfallen person seeking out
attention, but doesn't know how to handle it.
However, you do find comfort from your friends,
they're always there for you, and they know the
REAL you :) Even though you do seem rather
cold, you can be very protective over something
you truely believe in or love. Let go of that
"tough" rep and just be you! It's
impossible to live life without some fun and
love ^-^

What Lies Behind Your Eyes? (With Pics, See All Results!)
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yo

2005-03-01T01:56:27Z

hey pplz. its been a while since i updated this thing. today sucked. we are getting closer to GEE, o well lol. went to track practice but i cant do anything cuz i hurt my neck the other day, so now i gotta heat it up alot. then came home, i cant tlk to kaylah :( cuz she got alotta h/w. my dad keeps buggin me about gettin a job, im tryin! an he keeps relatin me to my sister wich is gettin me mad. theres a truck at the side of my house that i really want, but we still arent finished payin off my car, o well. im bored, needa finish math homework. this was a very interesting post wasnt it? i got some new pix, if anybody can help me upload them to a website ill add them on here, cya.

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2005-02-25T00:10:12Z

i dunno what to do.....

if i can have you in my dreams, ill sleep forever

2005-02-21T05:05:34Z

you are my everything.....
The smile on my face......
The feeling that over come my body when I see you standing there....
The tears from my eyes when I hear your voice.....
The warmth when Im holding you(when your the one whos really holding on to me)....
Your that last kiss.....
Your that last breath....
Your that last thought that goes though my mind at night...& the first that I think about when i wake up...
Your the one when I open my eyes I cry because your not next to me....:'(

girl: do you really love me?
boy: of course i do
girl: i wanna hear you say it...
boy: i don't have to
girl: why?
boy: because
girl: i just want to hear you say it in words.....and said: then you dont love me
the two continued to walk in silence
they reached the girl's home
girl: why?
boy: do you really want to know?
girl (hesitantly): yes..
he hugged her gently, an kissed the tip of her nose, then whispered in her ear....
boy: because three words are not enough

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2005-02-20T01:04:40Z

gotta.......get........outta.........this...place.........soooooo................bored!

hey

2005-02-15T04:37:05Z

kaylah, will u be my valentine?

hey

2005-02-14T23:09:51Z

happy valentines day!

hey

2005-02-06T11:55:57Z

dude, it is 5:52 in the morning, im tlkn to brocklee, we about to go chase some chickens. this is fun lol. most people drink, but i dont think i will. one of my friends has this energy drnik to wake me up, its called jolt, it is pure caffeine, all it has in it is 1 thingy of sodium an thats it the rest is caffeine. well i gotta go get ready. cya

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2005-02-05T08:07:48Z

"if it cant be real, ill dream it"

its 2 am, im tired, g night

kaylah

2005-02-01T22:20:54Z

I try, but i cant seem to get myself to think of anything but u

got bored

2005-01-28T23:47:48Z

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2005-01-28T00:32:25Z

if i was peter pan. you would be my happy thought...

help

2005-01-26T04:55:02Z

help. my best friend might be moving. this dude is seriously my best friend, i dunno where i would be without him right now. hes movin to lafayette, but the last time someone i cared for moved to lafayette we completely just stopped tlkn to each other an it was over. i love this dude, whats gonna happen, who will i tlk to?!?!?!......i dunno what to do.

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2005-01-25T06:10:44Z

"Here's a picture of my best friend...we added the words to it with our paint program. Just enjoy it. "

thats a quote from my little cousin, u shoulda seen the pic that went along with it. the person had fuckin gashes in there arm. what should i do, my little cousin (she is only 14) has a friend that is sending her pix of her arm with fucking blood drippin down and 1 inch gashes in it. my LITTLE COUSIN! what should i do, should i tell her she shouldnt tlk to her friend anymore? tell her parents? this is a really fuckin bad influence. what if my cousins doin the same shit. i love her. an i really dunno what to do, plz someone help me....

got bored

2005-01-25T05:08:09Z

"SAVE ME FROM MYSELF I CALL OUT
BUT NO ONE HEARS MY PLEA
BURN MY CANDLE FAST FROM BOTH ENDS
NIGHTMARES GROW FROM DREAMS

YOU DON'T KNOW YOU CANT SEE THROUGH MY EYES
SO YOU DON'T KNOW ME
YOU DON'T KNOW WHATS GOING THROUGH MY MIND
BUT CAN YOU HELP ME

SAVE ME FROM MYSELF IF YOU EVER REALLY CARED
SAVE ME FROM MYSELF, TELL ME YOU'RE NOT SCARED

INTENSITY THAT GROWS WITHIN ME
REFLECTIONS OF MY PAIN
I'LL CREATE OR I'LL DESTROY
BUT EITHER WAY IT'S ALWAYS IN MY VEINS

YOU DON'T KNOW YOU CANT SEE THROUGH MY EYES
SO YOU DON'T KNOW ME
YOU DON'T KNOW WHATS GOING THROUGH MY MIND
BUT CAN YOU HELP ME

SAVE ME FROM MYSELF IF YOU EVER REALLY CARED
SAVE ME FROM MYSELF, TELL ME YOU'RE NOT SCARED

SAVE ME....FROM ME....."

yo

2005-01-21T05:23:27Z

hey pplz. it has been a lonnnngg time since i updated. today was kewl. went to skool but i got checked out at 11 cuz i didnt feel good an i was really tired. my dads comin back tomorrow, i kinda happy cuz hes comin back a week early, but now i gotta hear him holler at my about gettin a job lol. i got 8 applications out already, but its not enough lol. they had the arenacross about 2 weeks ago, an i didnt know it was that soon so im still kinda mad about that cuz i wanted to ride in it lol. me an my friend rico did a science project on combustion an built a potatoe gun but we didnt place. im gettin my nipples pierced soon wich is sweet lol. i cut my hair, its not long anymore, i put it in a mohawk now. i dunno, borin post, just thought i would update the journal. o yea, i heard of a band an i really like them, they are called unloco, if any of u guys can d/l music i reccomend checkin out one of there songs, well cya.

yo

2005-01-14T02:26:45Z

hey people lets play this game (it may seem a little immature, but im bored)

Vagina Game: Think of a movie title and change
its one word to vagina... then put the real word in the back of it in parenthesis. ima do an example

1. Trevor- Dude, wheres my vagina (car)

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2005-01-09T21:16:13Z

hey. does any of yall have a myspace account? cuz i just got one, i dunno anybody there :( lol. if ya do tell me so i can add ya to my friends

i got bored

2005-01-02T06:34:26Z

Take the quiz: "What's your kissing style??"

You're a Krafty Kisser
31 and 45: You're a Krafty Kisser! A Krafty Kisser enjoys being playful and prankish. You're the kind of person that is naturally more frisky and even a little mischievous. You like to pull and run your hands through their hair, creating that combination of pleasure mixed with a tad of pain. You like to be random with kisses, and vary in the kinds of kisses you want to give. The kisses can be from sexy and seductive to sweet and smooth. Variety is your spice in life. You enjoy being spontaneous and will kiss anywhere, especially in public places where it becomes more thrilling to you. Overall you are certainly the most balanced and experimental of all the kissing styles, and you make kissing fun by creating variety.

Take the quiz: "what color rose does you soul have*PICS*"

The red rose
yous is the red rose you have love for many and think there might be a god but your not yet sure you cant stand to know that people you love are hurtting because it hurts you also so you try to make them happy in any way you can

what sex position are you?
Full Name
Age
your sex is ?	gentle
you like sex....	long and romantic
your position is....	misionary

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